It's been a year and 2 days since I posted publicly here. It's been a hard year and a great year, but I haven't wanted to share here because I felt very self conscious after getting some anonymous comments a while back (that, when looking at site meter, were no longer anonymous). I suck at many, many things, but I try very hard to be the type of friend who while I might not e-mail or call you very often, but I won't mock you or your social media presence behind your back, and I will consider you a friend until you tell me otherwise. This was a place I allowed myself to share pretty vulnerable stuff, and it really messed with my head for a while when I realized how my blog was being perceived by some people I considered friends.
I've realized I would like to come back here, but can't. I won't be writing in this space again, and that makes me so sad, but it's been a year filled draft posts that I second-guessed myself out of posting. I'll forever love what the moments, both high and low, that this blog documents. Those posts mean so much to me.